Lately I don't sleep very well. Up before the dawn with things of this world reeling in my mind. I have children. They are grown now. Two of my sons have children, each one more beautiful then the next.
There have been hardships, a great many times, over the years. In looking back my heart aches at some of the decisions that were made, or not. Bringing me, all of us, to here and now.
My greatest joy was being honored by being someone's mother. That is what I wanted out of life. Sounded simple right? And kids are great. I get better at it as the years go by, and now blessed with grands. But along with that honor comes othere people who do not know me nor at times do they seem to want to. The way of this world stupifies me at times in what seems important to people. For me it is and has always been family.
I hear you and understand, relationships can be so difficult and times they are a changing, so quickly that you don't evenhave to speak to peopel anymore, e-mail, test facebook etc seems to be casuing people to be disconnected where it really counts!
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